算了

我想...
还是算了吧......

为了你我的好...
我还是把你从思绪中给净空......

但...
究竟要怎么做???

我尝试过...
可你却一再又一再地回来......

我怕了...
拜托你...
走吧......

无时

你在时
眼光离不开你

你不在时
思绪没有一刻离得开你

The Warmest Night Ever After The Long Winter

冻结的情感

不知从什么时候开始的...
心中的焦虑点...
心中的决定性...
心中的判断力...
心中的方向感...
都一一地变成了你......

说好的冰冻呢?
我又反悔了吗?
我又失败了吗?
还是是你的温暖?
是你的温柔?
又溶化了我心中的冰殿...
又让我那冻结的大海再次波涛汹涌......

但...
心中的那份恐惧又回来了...
害怕又会再次被你伤害...
可我却还是自愿从容地走进你的陷阱......

我已经没了感情的判断能力...
因此无法再感觉出对任何人的感觉...
已经彻底地忘了喜欢的感觉......

可我现在对你的感情...
究竟是什么......

独

你的优雅
像是隐约浮现在杂音中的琴声

你的美丽
就像是散落在夏夜海滩上的蓝眼泪

你的温柔
好像是出现在血腥沙场中的天使

你的迷人
仿佛是脱颖在群星中的皎白圆月

你的一切
无时无刻地套牢着我
我没办法挣脱
没法自由

挣扎
却甜蜜地挣扎

痛苦
却幸福地痛

没办法...

看来...
心中的那个锁...
还存在着...
而且还在锁着我的自由......

我逃不出你的温柔...
我没办法...
只好继续痛苦......

Who are you???

Somehow
Only you will forget me
But somehow
Only you will remember me

Sometime
You are a disgusting demon
But sometime
You are the one and only angel in my life

Sometime somehow
You are slicing my heart and tearing my soul
But somehow sometime
You are the only one who is able to cure my heart and relieve my soul

Who are you?
Why torturing me like this?
What have I done?

Sometime
I would plead that you will leave once and for all
But sometime
I wish and pray with all heart that we shall be walking together till the dawn breaks the dark

What should I do?
Who are you?

YEAH!!!

YEAH!! I PASS LAW!!!
TMR CAMP!!!
SO EXCITED!!!

THX!!!

THANKS TO ALL MY CUTE FRIENDS!!! ^^

YEAH!!!

WE LOVE YOU, MR. WONG HOW MING!!! ^^
OUR HERO!!!

CAMP!!!

Well...finally...CAMP COMING!!!!
YEAH!!!
I've been longing for a camp so long so badly...
I hope it won't be ruined...
If someone ruin my camp....
the person will be in trouble...
I PROMISE!!!! I SWEAR!!!

ATTENTION! WARNING!

BLACK ALARM WARNING!!

A BOMB IS SET UP INSIDE IN ME AND IT WILL EXPLODE ANYTIME!!
KEEP YOURSELVES 3 METRES AWAY TO ENSURE YOUR SAFETY!!
BRING ALONG A FIRE EXTINGUISHER AND A 1ST AID KIT TO SAFE LIVES!!

Still...

You're still holding my heart softly and gently like feather
You're still grabbing my heart tightly like stone
My heart is still yours

Moon...

You're just like your name
the moon

Soft and gentle
Grace and smooth
Kind and lovely

You once light up my midnight
with your silvery glow
the only one
who accompany me throughout the dark
who warm up the freezing midnight breeze
covering me full of your beam

But now
you're the one who awaken my inner werewolf
turning me into a corpse with no heart and soul
with no love and trust
and to love the dark and loneliness

You're the one who fill my heart with fear to gaze upon the sky, the moon
you're the one who fill my heart with sorrow to get out off the dark

You've make me one with the dark, quiet midnight wind
blowing silently in the lonely air

Human...

Just for a photo
you take it as a lie

Just for a photo
you freeze everything

Just for a photo
you make me suffer that long

Just for a photo
you make human trust a crap

You make me know
trust between human is so weak
there are no true friends
there is no truth trust

Do friends and trust exist?

Holidays...

The rushing water has finally drained into a still lake
where the fish are swimming relaxingly
where the frogs stay peacefully
where everything stops there

Though the wind still blowing
leaves dropping
time passes
the lake shall be filled with the rotten leaves
and no more crystal but dust

Then we shall move on
non-stop
as time is the breathing wind
non-stop
or else darkness comes
move on my friends
though I am in the dark

Erm...is this me??

http://www.ira.org.tw/adventure/birthday/04-15.htm

My Heart Will Go On....

I will go on
on my own way
path to my own future
though I have rested for so long
though I have been in the dark for so long
though I am stranded on the island
I will
go on

I do hope
this will be a start
that does not have any finishing line
running and chasing non-stop

Though I shall slow down and walk or rest sometimes
but with a soul scared of loneliness and darkness
with a heart scared of tears and blood


I will raise my head
hoping Lord to strengthen me and help me to stand up
and creating barriers in my heart and soul to stand against the dark

With all the hopes I will once again resurrect myself
after all the years of dying life before
I shall carve all these words on my heart
though with worries that the flowing of time and the temptation of devils will rub them of
but I will go on

My friends
I need you all
Don't abandon me alone
I need you all to accompany me
You are one of my main energy sources

I hope I can do this
I hope you all will help me and remind me and refresh my mind
I will go on
My heart will go on......