Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Moon...

You're just like your name
the moon

Soft and gentle
Grace and smooth
Kind and lovely

You once light up my midnight
with your silvery glow
the only one
who accompany me throughout the dark
who warm up the freezing midnight breeze
covering me full of your beam

But now
you're the one who awaken my inner werewolf
turning me into a corpse with no heart and soul
with no love and trust
and to love the dark and loneliness

You're the one who fill my heart with fear to gaze upon the sky, the moon
you're the one who fill my heart with sorrow to get out off the dark

You've make me one with the dark, quiet midnight wind
blowing silently in the lonely air

Monday, March 16, 2009

Human...

Just for a photo
you take it as a lie

Just for a photo
you freeze everything

Just for a photo
you make me suffer that long

Just for a photo
you make human trust a crap

You make me know
trust between human is so weak
there are no true friends
there is no truth trust

Do friends and trust exist?

Holidays...

The rushing water has finally drained into a still lake
where the fish are swimming relaxingly
where the frogs stay peacefully
where everything stops there

Though the wind still blowing
leaves dropping
time passes
the lake shall be filled with the rotten leaves
and no more crystal but dust

Then we shall move on
non-stop
as time is the breathing wind
non-stop
or else darkness comes
move on my friends
though I am in the dark

Sunday, March 8, 2009

My Heart Will Go On....

I will go on
on my own way
path to my own future
though I have rested for so long
though I have been in the dark for so long
though I am stranded on the island
I will
go on

I do hope
this will be a start
that does not have any finishing line
running and chasing non-stop

Though I shall slow down and walk or rest sometimes
but with a soul scared of loneliness and darkness
with a heart scared of tears and blood


I will raise my head
hoping Lord to strengthen me and help me to stand up
and creating barriers in my heart and soul to stand against the dark

With all the hopes I will once again resurrect myself
after all the years of dying life before
I shall carve all these words on my heart
though with worries that the flowing of time and the temptation of devils will rub them of
but I will go on

My friends
I need you all
Don't abandon me alone
I need you all to accompany me
You are one of my main energy sources

I hope I can do this
I hope you all will help me and remind me and refresh my mind
I will go on
My heart will go on......